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  Rating:
      Explicit
  Archive Warning:
      Graphic_Depictions_Of_Violence, Rape/Non-Con, Underage
  Category:
      F/F, M/M
  Fandom:
      Haikyuu!!
  Relationship:
      Hinata_Shouyou/Tsukishima_Kei, Sawamura_Daichi/Sugawara_Koushi, Iwaizumi
      Hajime/Oikawa_Tooru, Azumane_Asahi/Nishinoya_Yuu, Akaashi_Keiji/Bokuto
      Koutarou, Kozume_Kenma/Kuroo_Tetsurou
  Character:
      Ukai_Keishin, Takeda_Ittetsu, Hinata_Shouyou, Tsukishima_Kei, Sawamura
      Daichi, Sugawara_Koushi, Iwaizumi_Hajime, Oikawa_Tooru, Azumane_Asahi,
      Nishinoya_Yuu, Akaashi_Keiji, Bokuto_Koutarou, Kozume_Kenma, Kuroo
      Tetsurou
  Additional Tags:
      Tooth-Rotting_Fluff, Depression, Self-Harm, Implied/Referenced_Rape/Non-
      con, Implied/Referenced_Self-Harm, past_abusive_relationships, hinata
      protection_squad, Awkward_Tsukishima_Kei, Protective_Tsukishima_Kei,
      Sugamama, dadachi, Loss_of_Virginity, Loss_of_Innocence, Angst_with_a
      Happy_Ending, Heavy_Angst, Light_Dom/sub, Light_BDSM, Other_Additional
      Tags_to_Be_Added, I_Will_Go_Down_With_This_Ship, Mild_S&M, Minor_Original
      Character(s)
  Stats:
      Published: 2016-10-26 Updated: 2016-11-06 Chapters: 2/? Words: 1528
****** Kiss Me Where it Hurts the Most ******
by SatansLittleDemon
Summary
     The last time Hinata was in a relationship, it was an abusive one. He
     had to go to the hospital once because of it. He has both physical
     and mental scars from her. But now, one year after that relationship
     had ended, he finds himself crushing on Tsukishima, and it's quite
     terrifying. As far as he knows, all relationships are like the one he
     was in. So when Tsukishima attempts to kiss him during a study
     session, he panics and runs home, forgetting his bike. Now Tsukishima
     is not stupid so he knows something's up, and he wants to know just
     what it is, he just needs a little (a lot) help from his team mates.
Notes
     Please don't kill me. I'm probably going to cry as I write this, so
     I'm right here with you guys. I'm also writing this because angst is
     my guilty pleasure and there's nothing you can do to stop me. Hope
     you enjoy!
     Disclaimer: Haikyuu!! is not mine. It is the work of Furudate
     Haruichi and nothing will ever change that
***** What's Up With Hinata *****
Hinata P.O.V
--------------
I spiked the ball and grunted quietly as I hit the ground with a thud. I was
probably going to have to sit down soon, the scars were hurting pretty badly. I
decided to do one more spike then decide what to do based on that.
"One more!" I shouted, forcing a wide grin onto my face as I faced Kageyama. I
heard sighs all around to gym, they were used to this and let me do as I
pleased for the most part.
Kageyama nodded and grabbed a ball. As he set it, My eyes never left the ball
and I never stopped smiling. The ball hit the ground with a satisfactory smack.
The sound was a comfort to me, it had helped me release a lot of pent-up
emotions. I frowned. Yeah, I was going to have to sit out.
"Coach, can I sit down for a moment, I'm-" What should I say? I was beaten by
my first and last girlfriend? I was hospitalised because she didn't  like the
fact that I was more focused on volleyball than h-
"Hinata... Why do you need to sit down, you seem fine?" Suga asked. Everyone
was staring at me, even Tsukishima, who never seemed to care about anything I
did. I needed to say something to deter them.
"Oh! I'm just not feeling good, I've been getting small... stomach aches all
day." I clutched my stomach and made a face for effect. It worked. Kageyama,
Suga, Daichi, Coach and Takeda ran over to me and rushed me over to the bench.
Thank god, the scars were hurting a shit load more than I thought they would
be. I groaned and curled in on myself. Suga came over and handed me a pain
killer and a small paper cup of water. I giggled weakly, it had giraffes on it.
I swallowed the pill. I was giggling really hard now, one of the fresher scars
must be close to opening, I need to get out of here before I say something
stupid. Not like I don't anyway. "Can I go home, please?" I said, barely above
a whisper. But no one heard me. That's a first. 
I walked up to Coach Ukai "C-Can I go home? I really don't feel well..." It was
quieter this time, but he heard me. 
"Alright, guys! TIme's up! We're all going home early so I can take this
pipsqueak home." he jerked his thumb towards me. 
-------------------
Time skip brought to you by Tsukishima’s attitude
-------------------
I was bleeding. At least I think I am. I had wrapped up my scar in bandages a
couple minutes ago and I wasn’t risking checking on them on the off chance that
they opened again. My mum only knew the minor details about what had happened
with… her. I didn’t want her wasting important money on me. She needed it for
other things. Like food or supplies for Natsu. I didn’t need to be spent on
anyway. I knew that by now, Kageyama, Suga, Daichi and a few others would be
texting and calling me about what had happened, but I wasn’t in the mood to
make excuses so I turned off my phone. I was probably going to get yelled at by
Kageyama and maybe Daichi tomorrow, but I was pretty used to it by now. Now all
I had to do was avoid questions. And that was pretty simple, just avoid
everyone.
Dinner was a simple affair. I ate quietly, only speaking when directly asked a
question. Natsu was animatedly telling stories about her class at school. 
I stood and put my dishes in the sink and started cleaning them, my head
elsewhere. I barely even noticed that I had finished and robotically made my
way back to my room. I flopped onto my bed with a groan and turned my phone on.
I wonder how many messages I’ll have from everyone. There was only one message.
 
From: Tsukishima
Subject: Studying
Are you still coming over for studying? I didn’t agree to help you just so you
could bail on me.
 
I stared at my phone in amazement. Of all the people to text me about anything
that happened today, it’s Tsukishima? The tall bastard who seemed to have it
out for me since day one?
 
From: Hinata
Subject: Studying
Yeah, I am. I just needed 2 grab some painkillers b4 I came over. I’ll b there
soon.
 
I grabbed my backpack and anything else I thought I would need, before rushing
out the door with a quick “I’m going to a friends house to study” to my mum. I
jumped onto my bike and quickly started towards Tsukishima’s house. It would
take me awhile to get there, but I was used to this, biking for long periods of
time.He better help me with my English homework, because I have no idea how to
do it… Even though the teacher went over it with me at least 7 times. Good luck
Tsukki.
***** What was that for Tsukishima? *****
Chapter Summary
     “What was that for Tsukishima?”
Chapter Notes
     I hope yall like this chapter, it took me a while before I got
     something I liked, and even then, there are parts that I will
     probably fix later. Constructive criticism is always welcome :)
     Enjoy!!
Tsukishima P.O.V.
The brat was late. Of course, he might be slow because of his ‘stomache ache’.
I knew it wasn’t a stomach ache, if that was the case then he would have
ignored it and continued on with practice, it was just the way he was. Of
course, it’s not like I study the kid religiously or anything. That would be
ridiculous! I went to go answer the door, where someone was repeatedly ringing
the doorbell.
“God dammit dumbass ring it once,” I groaned, glaring at Hinata. I immediately
looked down, trying to hide the blush that was slowly covering my face. He had
a small grimace of pain on his face and for some reason, I thought is was the
cutest thing ever.
“Get in here, but be quiet, my parents are home, got it?” I glared at him again
as I ushered him into the house. It wasn’t his first time in here, but he still
made little noises of awe when he walked in. God fucking dammit, why do you
have to be so cute? I sighed in defeat before grabbing his arm and dragging him
up to my room. I swear I saw him flinch from my grip.
“Can we work on English, it’s being very confusing!?” Hinata asked.
“Yeah, it’s your worst subject based on your last report card,” I said, giving
him a smirk. He pouted cutely and started pulling out his math stuff. I thought
I saw a stained bandage, but that would be silly. Why would Hinata have a
bandage in his backpack? And a bloody one at that. Why would happy go lucky
Hinata have a bloody bandage in his bag? I shook my head in confusion before
scooting over to Hinata.
“Do you understand any part of this, or am I going to have to teach you?” I
asked as he pulled out the papers. I knew how to do this, it was pretty simple.
Hinata on the other hand… not so much.
“You’re gunna have to teach me. I have no clue what the difference is between a
noun and a verb. And what the hell is an adverb?!” He asked. I groaned. This
was grade school learnings!
“A noun is a word that describes a person, place or thing. A verb is a word
that describes a movement or action.”
“Soooo… a noun would be like ‘the volleyball court was large’ and a verb would
be like ‘he set the ball toward the spiker’ Is that right?”
Of course, Hinata would make this volleyball related. He always does. But he
isn’t wrong.
“That’s actually correct. Good job.” Why am I complimenting him? You don’t
compliment people. Oh right,you have a crush on this dork, that's why.
“Can you tell me what an adverb is now?” He said, trying to hide a light blush
now covering most of his face. How adorable. I really wanna kiss that face,just
to see if I could make him blush even more. I leaned forward, closing some of
the space between us.
“How about after I do something that most would write as a verb?” I said, my
voice low and quiet. I could hear him swallow, he was nervous.
I closed the distance between us and kissed him firmly. His lips were just as
I’d imagine them to be. Soft and pliant. He opened his mouth in what I’m
guessing to be a silent gasp. I kissed him deeply and started to press my
tongue into his mouth. Dear God this is amazing.
He suddenly shoved me away, staring at me with mixed emotions. It was quiet in
my room, the silence was awkward and unbearable.
“What was that for Tsukishima?”
Then, before I had the chance to say anything, Hinata grabbed his backpack and
ran out of the house. I ran after him of course, but all of that running and
getting lost he’s been doing left me in the dust.
Oh, he left his bike here, and his homework. I guess I’ll have to bring it with
me when I see him at practice.
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